VAST - Here Lyrics

where do i put the shame?
it feels like a broken toy
i can't play with anymore
where do i put the hate?
to a pixilated screen
i can't watch anymore
all i know is that i'm here
drifting somewhere in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and i never want to leave
where do i put the books
there's so many i could read
but they all are filled with lies
where do i put the lies
there's so many i could say
but it seems they're in the books
i have faith that you're out there
living high up in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and you're never going to leave
have i been telling lies to myself?
hold me now
you know i'm so afraid to be
at all
have i been telling lies to myself?
hold me now
you know i'm so afraid to love
at all
i looked up and i saw the moon
is it the same one that betrayed you?
i looked up and i saw my place
i looked in and i felt no hate
where do i put the love?
where do i put the love?