F - Descend Lyrics


Sitting back I only wish
Today will turn out fine
And wash away the stain
The poison in my eyes
What do you recommend
I feel my life descending
I'm falling out of reach
Catch me as I bleed (again).
If I could be all by myself
I could be me
If you could see, live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep.
I hate the way they are
Their patronising thoughts
Tried to get inside my head
Ask the question I have read
But one thing makes it hard
Feel so fragile as I cry
So confused yet so alive
So abused the system lied
You lied to me.
If I could be all by myself
I could be me
If you could see, live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep.
Alone...alone.
Hands appeared around my neck
Felt so hard to breathe I stared
As my focus turned to haze
I could see them.
If I could be all by myself
I could be me
If you could see, live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep.
If I could be all by myself
I could be free
If you could see, live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep
Alone, alone, alone.

F - Descend Lyrics

There is a feeling coming over me, it shows me how I really ought to be
It knows that there is something after me, why hide in shadows that I cannot see
I'm learning how to overcome disease, I'm making changes where they need to be
And after all of this is done with me, there's still a missing part I see
Hoping, pretending, that I'm not descending
They watch as I become deplete, it scratches at the very heart of me
How can we still achieve release, when everything is incomplete
Hoping, pretending, that I'm not descending
Manifest what you need, manifest your destiny
Manifest what you need, manifest-destiny
Don't let them make you think they're in control, you're the one who labors
Hoping, pretending, that I'm not descending
Manifest what you need, manifest your destiny
Manifest what you need, manifest-destiny